BEAUTY AND SADNESS
That is what I am experiencing lately. As I'm leaving a whole part of my life right now, it brings 'sadness'... sadness in the sense of letting go of something wonderful at that time, the creation of my marriage and family, the building up of something from the old to the new... Somehow we get used to it, we stay in our comfort zone till we decide to make a change and this change is rather radical ! There is no going back, simply the old doesn't exist anymore...
So in the middle of Beauty of even old creations, there is sadness to let go of it, because of new enlightenment, because of new choices, because using consciously the new energy that was always here and now but that we unveil, one by one, each one of us all....... That is 'sadness' to me, to what I am experiencing and it is in itself 'beautiful'..... :
I am observing from a place of stillness the change of the old me to a new me... and I'm so aware of it ! Observing the 'sadness' itself and finding the whole experience 'so beautiful !
It's like the mourning for my father. I saw a whole part of my life going. I had to adjust to it and let it go. I was observing the little Nicole, so sad that her father left, and also so happy for him to be now out of any pain from his illness... That is the Beauty of IT... Letting go consciously the great parts of our lives, to let them trans-mute and trans-form with a new thinking, new eyes and new beginnings....
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