BEAUTY AND SADNESS

BEAUTY AND SADNESS

That is what I am experiencing lately. As I'm leaving a whole part of my life right now, it brings 'sadness'... sadness in the sense of letting go of something wonderful at that time, the creation of my marriage and family, the building up of something from the old to the new... Somehow we get used to it, we stay in our comfort zone till we decide to make a change and this change is rather radical ! There is no going back, simply the old doesn't exist anymore...

So in the middle of Beauty of even old creations, there is sadness to let go of it, because of new enlightenment, because of new choices, because using consciously the new energy that was always here and now but that we unveil, one by one, each one of us all....... That is 'sadness' to me, to what I am experiencing and it is in itself 'beautiful'..... :

I am observing from a place of stillness the change of the old me to a new me... and I'm so aware of it ! Observing the 'sadness' itself and finding the whole experience 'so beautiful !

It's like the mourning for my father. I saw a whole part of my life going. I had to adjust to it and let it go. I was observing the little Nicole, so sad that her father left, and also so happy for him to be now out of any pain from his illness... That is the Beauty of IT... Letting go consciously the great parts of our lives, to let them trans-mute and trans-form with a new thinking, new eyes and new beginnings....

EGO / MIND PART 2

EGO PART II – HOW TO HANDLE THE EGO

AND GO BEYOND THE MIND

When we start seeing the ego talk in our everyday life, when we start recognizing the tricks of the ego to keep us down to the lower density (which is his main task), then awareness occurs at the precise moment of recognition of the patterns played out in our lives. And we even can relate those patterns to other situations and experiences we have had in the past. We then recognize that we are playing and have played the same patterns over and over.

All those experiences were ‘necessary’ to be played out for us to gain more knowledge and the result is to see how narrow our perception was. We then enlarged our views on situations and experiences and we chose to go beyond what seems to be true. We allow the tube where we stuck ourselves in, to go wider and larger in perspective. We jump in the unknown of the consequences for the sake of expansion of our own perspective about a world of illusion. We discover that there are many other roads opening, those roads matching the vibrations that we are now holding.

Higher vibrations matching with higher frequencies make us realize that there is more than what our ego/mind was showing us. When we reach that state, ego cannot interfere anymore because it was built only for the lower frequencies of the 3D and stops there. It cannot comprehend what is beyond, simply because ‘beyond’ is not part of the ego.

The mind, being multi-dimensional, is with us during our choice of expansion. The mind can and does expand with us in all the dimensions we decide to travel to.

When we control our thoughts, we overcome the ego, we find ourselves in a state of unlimited expansion and we bring to where we are, more potentials and better understanding of the experiences. We know that outside of ourselves, there is nothing. We contain the All, like the All contains us.

HOW TO CONNECT TO OUR HIGHER SELF ?

We are always connected to our higher self, whether we realize it or not. We are linked with light and when we are ‘asleep’ (being in a state of unconsciousness) this light doesn't flow both sides.

It is only when we take full responsibility about our own creations, we realize and accept/admit that we are the ones who trapped ourselves in a low frequency which is the 3^rd Dimension, that we allow to have this aha moment of discovering more about who we are and then consciously, we start corresponding with the higher self.

The flow between us is easy and rewarding in a sense that we now incorporate the higher self in our everyday life and we invite it to be with us, recognizing that it is an integral part of us.

The experiences then seem magical and full of wonder. There are no more games of duality, but rather an expansion of our awareness that we are more than what we thought or taught about. We start having more awareness of giving for the sake of giving, without interest.

We are infinite beings, playing in multi-dimensions, simultaneously. This state of being is the fact that nothing is impossible, that anything that we want in our lives can be created by our intent and inner thoughts. We arrive to the realization of the I AM PRESENCE

I AM THAT I AM

 is what we are, nothing less and nothing more. We enter the Unity Consciousness field where there is a symphony of divine energy playing for us with the ALL ….

EGO / MIND PART 1

EGO / MIND PART 1

Ego is like a device that was added to the human being for the ride of the unconscious body in the 3^rd dimension. With our consent at Soul level, we volunteered to come here on Earth to experience this low dimension. We accepted to pretend that we don’t know where we come from, who we are and live a life without our soul origin, which is divine essence. It is out of unconditional love that we took this decision, in order to show another facet of the Prime Creator by truly living in total unconsciousness, like if we fell into a coma, being in such a low frequency ….

Ego was created by us and his main task was/is to drive us into polarity, into separateness, into duality:  bad vs good, tall vs short, big vs small etc….  Every single creation in any 3D realm comes with duality. It’s mirroring many facets to one another…

Since it’s been eons of time (a cycle of life of thousands of years), that we are here on Earth to experience the duality, we forgot that we have created all the plays and games and situations leading to experiences. We played so well that at one point we thought we were the situation, the experience and the game itself. We forgot that we were here for the wisdom of the experience, for what it is to live without our essence, and without our Prime Creator and our Family of light. In ‘’reality’’ there is no such thing as separation, or being without our essence. We were pretending and we got caught in the game.

In this time, the end of ‘time’, occurring already and extending in the next decades, there is another ‘program’, also created by us, saying that it is time to wake up from our deep sleep, from our coma, from separation and return ‘home’, where we belong, with Divine energy being Unity Consciousness. Our awareness is growing, we are getting out of the tube, or the box we limited ourselves in, and we are starting to have some answers about ‘who am I? Why am I here? Who is God? etc….’ Those questionings are making us more aware of a bigger perspective, outside of the ego/mind and extending of consciousness….

Each time we have those thoughts about someone else outside of us, or we are pointing the finger at someone about any situation in our lives, each and every time, it shows the presence of the ego. Ego doesn’t know that we chose to be in all the situations that we are experiencing. We wanted to know how it feels like, and we had an agreement with all the players, the good and the bad ones.

Ego is not created for living outside of the 3D realms. It doesn’t understand what is beyond. Going beyond the ego is to first be aware of its existence. Then by taking responsibility of all what happened in our lives is our own choice. We can make it surface and face it and release it. Once we have cleaned up all our issues from the ‘past’, we can make space for something new, birthing it from a clear and expanded consciousness.

We are here to clear out all the things that are engrained in cellular level, that we think they are ours or us and that create distortion to our whole being.

Those things don’t belong to us, we experienced them in order to ‘know’ how and what it is to be vulnerable, to be hurt, to be abandoned etc…. The experience is not US, it’s just a play we organized to know what it is like…

In this particular time of end of cycle, we are awakening, one by one, to our essence and to who we are, in order to carry on creating with joy and love, in harmony with our Prime Creator.

We are capable of going back to what we call ‘past’ and even to what we call ‘future’…. All those realities occurring at the same moment of NOW, regarding the fact that time and space are also invention to accommodate the 3^rd dimensions….

In essence, in true reality, we are Children of God and God Himself, as a spark of light and the light itself. We are all multidimensional, living at the same moment, all our lives and having many experiences of our own light. In fact, we are eternal and our soul cannot die…..

Wherever we go in higher dimension, we find our mind more aware, more awake, more expanded and we create from our thoughts with higher purpose and higher sense of Unity.

Nicole

SHARING MY NUMBERS

 

SHARING MY NUMBERS....

by Nicole Eylaine on Thursday, May 5, 2011 at 9:22am

So far, I understood that I was the one who was putting all those numbers in my path. This is something I organized before i came here in this realm. These numbers are like white stones that indicate that i am not lost, but on the contrary ...on the right path, in my own perspective of what i want to experience here and now....
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After having all those numbers many times, I kind of let all my information coming out and express itself in my own life....

Few people wrote to me and criticizing those numbers i am sharing with everyone. I want to remind everyone that whatever we say or we do, we say and do it for our own self as a reminder if we agree to admit it, otherwise it is the ego/mind still talking and turning round and round like a headless chicken....
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Things in my life are flowing naturally and any hatred cannot exist when we are in bliss with our own self... Whatever we blast to another person is exactly what we feel and see us and deep down, we know that it is not the real US... When we see so much negativity on someone else, that means all the life that we are living is distorted and we are seing only illusions ... The way we see another is the way we express it when we start talking.... This distortion of shouting and threatening people shows that things are not aligned and that the mind is still controlling.....

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I want to say that i have NO FEAR in me and that my life is just the way it should be and the way it is. I love the Nicole that i am right here and now. I love me. That is the reason WHY i can love YOU so much and many can FEEL it. That is the Essence of my entire life. The walk with my Heart and my Heart only.

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Many blessings ~
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Nicole Eylaine

PERSONAL EXPERIENCE WITH NUMBERS....

 

PERSONAL EXPERIENCE WITH NUMBERS....

by Nicole Eylaine on Monday, October 17, 2011 at 12:55pm

I've been told that I was obsessed with numbers, that I exaggerate, that I don't have to share them .... etc.... and all of it is true from the perspective of some people who I adore. It made me look within to understand why and what can I do to change it..... But, it is a journey all in itself. A deep stirring of what we hold as believes and illusions and old patterns.
My relationship with numbers started since I was a little girl. I could see a number everywhere, encoded or not. But at that time until few years ago, I was just noticing them and most of them related to number 12. With many dreams with the same people who appeared to me as a man coming down from the clouds and I knew their names only when i started seriously and consciously my journey of knowing myself more within.....
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Numbers came in my life more and more and yes at one point I was obsessed by them, wanting to know more and more and more.... until one day someone made a comment saying that I was the one who was created those numbers.... I did realize it at that time with gratitude for that person, but I must say that even with this realization, I can see and feel the 'help' of my higherself and of Angels.... Their names would just pop in my head, then i would find them in writing in a blog or a card or anywhere... I understood then that I had to share and journal all those things, which i did, knowing somehow that i was doing it mostly for me, but that maybe one day, one person will feel the same connection with the numbers.... and I saw more and more postings about numbers by lots of people and I just loved it and supported it with all the passion numbers trigger in me. Not because of me, but because i called within to know more of them.
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Numbers are talking to everyone, some pay attention, others not. They are insistently coming back over and over and over... and like my son said, we have to be blind not to notice them....
Numbers answer to questions. Give you signs. Reassure you that you are on the right path. And so much more !
So here is a part of my story about numbers. I find all the information I ask in them. It's simply amazing and beautiful....
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With Love, always....
Nicole